Is there a place

Is there a place
In heaven for me
I love people
But I can't with them be
I'm too broken
Badly beaten
Maybe a doorkeeper
Always meeting

People for 

A minute or two
Give them more time
And they'll see through
Who I truly
Really am
An angry proud fool
Oh God don't dam

Me to the hell
Of my own making
My bipolar excuse
Could be me faking
All I am
Deep inside
Oh fling for me
Your gates open wide