Dying to live

Through your trials

I'll stay awake

Though it makes 

My mind to ache 

I will stay 

This night with thee

I will wait 

Till you are free

From the earthly

Tent your wear 

It's many wounds

But I will care 

I will pray

And I will stay 

I will weep 

Oh on Him lay

All your burdens 

Down this night

Fear not to give up

Your earthly fight

The time has come

The shadows end

The promises of God

Behold the rainbows bend 

Colours of hope 

Bend over thee

God is calling 

Come now to Me 

There's a pot of gold

Awaiting you there

All your loved ones

For you do care

So be at peace

End your breathing 

From us really 

You're not leaving

You're just taking a trip

We all must soon take

Where there's only love

And we'll never again ache

May God 

Open your ears

In Him now

He'll destroy all your fears

For God is love

And He loves you so

Now into his arms

I release you now go 

God gave us a mother

God gave us a Mother 

A beautiful Queen

God gave us her heart

So on hope we could lean

And come to her 

And fall on our knees 

For she reigns with her Son

Who hears all our pleas 

Blessed Mary

I enthrone you above

Blessed Mary

Your heart owns my love

Blessed Mary

Do come hear my plea

Blessed Mary

Let me be more like thee 

Love or hate

The world's at war

The wicked mock

But time is ticking 

On the clock

Evil reigns

In these dark days

But soon the Son will shine 

His eternal rays 

How in the heat of his glory

Will the wicked be tormented

They lorded it over others

And never have repented

Thy think they've escaped

And gotten away 

With their wickeds deeds

They do each day 

Still Yahweh sees

His righteous ones in pain

Suffering at the hands

Of the wickeds gain

Pay them back double

For each wicked deed

And still for them 

God did bleed

Sometimes I'm torn

Between love and hate

My enemies I want

To have a horrible fate

When they hurt

My little child

I want to reign down fire

I want to go wild 

Then I look 

To the cross of Gods Son

And I behold the mystery

Of all that God done

They tore Him apart

And the Father did nothing

While the wicked went home

Still mocking and laughing 

Oh God help me to love

My child's enemies 

Help me to pray

And raise up aching pleas

For their hope 

And for their salvation 

Oh help me see them 

As your creation 

Broken sinners

Putting others down

To lift themselves up

They'll kick you to the ground

Oh God 

Let them kick me

I'll bear it all

If my child can go free

Yet the greatest pain

Is not what's done to me

It's to watch another you love

Be broken you see

How deep the Fathers love

To watch His Only Son

Oh blessed Mary our Mother 

What a salvation you have won 

Morning is near

Kiss this age goodnight

Morning is near

The reign of satan

Is over soon hear

His death

And his hell

Soon cast into the lake 

Of fire do tell 

Love wins

All shall be raised

Love wins

None shall be erased

Those who love 

Will reign with you

In joy unspeakable

Oh how true

Love wins

The dammned shall even 

Rise again

The eternal heathen 

Burning in 

Tormenting fire

They shall weep at the sound

Of the heavenly choir 

Unending songs

Sing of the Lamb

Eternal praise

Oh this will dam

All Gods

Enemies 

Jesus Christ 

Has the keys 

Oh hell and death

You are no more

Into the fiery lake

God will pour

All your 

Evil reign 

All your

Hateful pain

Oh the wonder

Death comes
To us all

We try to pretend
There was no fall
We escape

In our disordered pleasures
We indulge so much
Without measure

We store up food
We long for health
We escape in pleasure
Wanting wealth
We will not number
At all our days
We will not heed
What God says

Still mercy flows
Like an unending stream
Into graces deep ocean
Doesn't it seem
Odd that men
Won't give heed to the way
Though God was put
On full display

God was placed
Upon a cross
Ignore this
And all is loss
Won't you stop
And at least ponder
Why God was murdered
Oh the wonder

Etta

Sitting at your bedside 

Many prayers offered up

I can hold your hand

And help you drink the cup

Calling on our saviour

Who knows so very well

The pain of laboured breathing

Just before he descended into hell

Fear not his little sheep

He holds in victory the keys

Of hell and death

He comes and ever frees

The one who has nothing left

But to trust their all to you

Oh descend HolySpirit 

And comfort through and through 

I will sit here with you

And watch against the foe

Who may try and claim you

Though he will have to go

For I'll speak of your baptism

And the precious blood that flowed

And God the Father will command

And gently lift your heavy load 

Fear not 

Gently Breathe 

Fear not

No longer grieve

See the angels

Are descending

See your soul arise 

All heaven is you defending 

Make me a saint

Make me a saint 

I bow to you my head 

To place upon it 

Thorns for the dead 

Lost in all their 

Hopeless pleasure 

I give you my heart 

Without measure 

Make me a saint 

But only for you 

How we love to be admired

By more than a few 

So destroy all 

My reputation 

Let me be despised

In every nation 

Make me a saint 

Take my hands 

Place them amidst 

All your plans 

Let them bear

Your sufferings

Oh only wise 

King of Kings 

Pain

There's pain at birth

Pain at death 

The way to the Kingdom

Is on my breath

I'll speak it out

And sing out in joyful sorrow

The narrow gate

Brings a new tomorrow

Man can't flee

From suffering

Wealth can't help

But faith will bring

Treasures worth

Much more than gold

Oh let the Gospel story

Be ever told 

Man is born 

In so much sorrow 

Health and wealth 

He may only borrow

But in the end

He must give them back

Unless he's Christ's

Then nothing shall he lack 

Gateway

Gateway to heaven 

Gateway to life 

Deaths gate

Though it cut like a knife

Is the painful way

To eternal joy

Where death no more

Can annoy 

Why are we

Always surprised 

When death arrives

As an enemy despised

Do we not dwell

In a land of death

That assuredly takes

Every mans breath 

Maybe you've never

Numbered your days

With a heart fully wise

To know death always pays

Out the wages 

Of hopeless sin

Putting the thought off

Then how can you win

Oh let me tell you 

Gods in control 

Of every man

Of every soul

Rest in Him

Who gives breath to all

Until he raises 

From the fall

Slipping away

Slipping away

Hard to breathe

Loved ones weep

Oh how we grieve 

But don't be too sad

Like like those with no hope

The life giving trinity

Will help you cope 

Kiss your loved one

A hopeful goodbye

They still live

Though they die

In Christ 

They have peace

Now let your sorrow

With faith decrease 

But let it out

All your feelings 

God understands

You need healing

Don't pretend 

It isn't hard

But keep faith 

As your trump card

Be still

Why do you 

Try so hard

And end up feeling

Disempowered

Don't you know

God loves you

No matter what

You fail to do

Don't your realise

Who's inside

Your holy heart

He does abide 

The creator who

Does sustain

The whole universe

Again and again

 

Be still

In your weakness

Trust God

Who comes in meekness

To annihilate

All your sin

In each sacrament

He will come in

Don't you know

Your flesh will not

Profit anything 

It's born to rot

Walk in 

The Holy Ghost

Daily eat 

The Holy Host 

Be still 

Fear not 

God's the Saviour

You he's got

He will finish 

What he started

Just don't be found

To have departed 

God did bleed

Hey lonely face

Staring at your screen

Yes you Beloved

How have you been

Scrolling through 

The latest news feed

Did anyone tell you 

God did bleed 

 

God bled

Will you pause a moment

God bled

I've been sent

To tell you at

This little time

God bled for you 

With my little rhyme 

God did bleed

For you his child

God did bleed

He's meek and mild

God did bleed

He's gentle and kind

God did bleed

You to find 

Read my poem 

And then scroll on

Forget this moment 

But each new dawn 

May God shine

Upon your soul

To give you hope 

And make you whole

Food and clothing

Food and clothing 

Is all we need

To be content

Oh Gods word heed

Don't our pleasures

A moment last 

How hard it is

For man to fast

But food and clothing

With contentments peace

Is better by far

Than riches increase

For those who be rich

Can be very poor

Always sad 

No peace for sure

Give me 

A simple roof

Over my head

With Gods truth

To read all day

Of his love

Give me riches

From above

Why do men

Seek wealth

And pay for it

With their health

Or their family

They give away

For mammoths lure

That comes each day 

Why do we need

Fast cars

Over spending

At drunken bars 

A huge house

With many rooms

Poverty written 

On our tombs

We can only sit

In one chair at a time

And one bed 

Oh it's a crime 

To take more

Than we need 

Still for the rich

God did bleed 

Be on your guard

Guard your thoughts

What you think 

Your whole world

Could begin to stink 

If fears and worries

Begin to creep in

To your mind 

To make you sin 

To depart 

From your God

From the beauty

Of your Lord

Oh come and conquer

Every vain 

Imagination 

Oh come let's gain

God is good

Loving and kind

Yes to you 

Oh guard your mind

With a thankful 

Grateful heart 

Never from your hope 

Oh don't depart 

Say a wee 

Morning prayer 

Cast on God

All your care

Before you eat 

Thanks do give

It's God alone 

Who let's you live 

Now know this age

Is wicked and dark 

So stay aboard 

The Holy Ark

And always remember

Life is but I mist

Appearing just a while

Like a new lovers kiss

There are no words

There's something I need to say

But the words I cannot find

Oh Christ give me a poem

To give sight to the blind

Spiritual eyes

So that men may see

Their Holy worth 

Oh set them free 

There are no words

Just an empty cross

An empty tomb 

An eternal loss

As the ancient of days

Who fills all time

Entered it

Oh help me ryhme 

Of love displayed

For all to see

Hanging there 

Upon a tree

How could you this

Love behold

And walk away

With a heart so cold

Yet still his love

Aches for you

When will you awake 

To his love so true

The grave could call

You today 

How can you from hope

Walk away 

Give me a poem

Give me a ryhme

Give me a word

It's such a crime

That the world mocks

The lovers cross

What a hopeless

Eternal loss

Something's changed

Something's changed

In my thinking

I'm not the same

For my souls been drinking 

Down the prayers

Of many friends

I don't deserve such love 

That defends

But God has brought me

To his loving bride

To carry me through 

The many tides

Of light and darkness

That comes and goes

In my life 

The highs the lows 

A barrier has 

Been broken down 

I don't need

Uniformities gown 

I see God 

In a much more beautiful way

I love him so 

Our God Yahweh 

Sing of love 

Of love divine

That changes bread 

And changes wine

If God can change 

Such ordinary things

He'll change us too

Oh hope that brings

Joy in 

The midst of sorrow

Peace in 

Every tomorrow

For God will never

You forsake

Stay with him

Though you ache 

God loves the sinner

God loves the sinner

Calvary does shout out

God loves the sinner

No more be in doubt

God loves the sinner

With us all to dwell

God loves the sinner

Let our gospel tell

God loves the sinner

Who sins every day

God loves the sinner

To not leave you that way 

God loves the sinner

When you finally believe

God loves the sinner

Why would God you ever leave

For God loves the sinner

In slavery to addiction 

God loves the sinner

The gospel is no fiction 

God loves the sinner

Be patient for God to deliver

God loves the sinner

Forever and forever 

God loves the sinner

His fire does purify 

God loves the sinner 

No need to question why 

God loves the sinner 

He wants to eat with you 

God loves the sinner

This is forever true 

Come, let us be one

Come, let us be one

For God does weep

Come, pursue unity

Ye wandering sheep

Come, bow low

Let humility reign 

Come, kiss the Cross

And let us all gain

Come, come

Oh separated people

Breathe together 

Under the one steeple

Partake together 

Of the Holy Host

Be one in love

In the Holy Ghost 

Come now east 

And kiss the west 

Come west

And the east do bless

Come and speak

With only one voice

Let us all

Make the right choice 

Conquering King

Conquering King
You enter in silence
Against the flesh
You bring Holy violence
Behind this carnal
Enemy line
Flows through me
What once was wine

Oh you instill
Joy that's your own
From this comes strength
Through grace alone
I'm one with
My living Lord
The Trinity
Forever adored

Eternal peace
In me does rest
Weekly all
My sins confessed
To give my Body
In purity to Christ
Just as He purchased me
So highly priced 

Come to my aid

God my salvation

Come to my aid 

Let all the knowledge 

I've learnt oh now fade

Wrap me in 

Your wounds and scars 

Bring me to 

The Holy Hours 

Heal your Body 

We have divided 

For men in love 

Have not abided 

Chasten us sore

Till we repent 

And fulfill the mission 

Who has been sent 

Did the west 

Go astray 

So many millions

Had lies to say 

Or did the East 

Depart in pride 

With the keys 

Not to abide 

Who am I 

To work this out 

I'm torn and broken 

For I do doubt 

Where God 

Will plant my feet 

Which bread 

Will I eat 

There be 

Just one bread 

On what rite 

Is truth fed 

Can't we all 

Just be one 

And fulfill the prayer 

Of Gods Son

More of God

More of God 

Is all I want

Men can point

But I will pant 

For the Body 

Of my God

For his blood

Oh come my Lord 

Confusion has gripped 

My soul this night  

I know not the enemy 

With whom I fight 

Is it God 

Or the lying snake 

Oh come my God 

And me awake 

The greatest of men 

Know more than I 

So why do I even

Foolishly try 

I would rather 

Cry and cry 

Than begin to work out 

Why oh why 

Has God left 

His Church in a mess 

And still her beauty 

Helps me confess 

Oh clothe me in 

You this night 

Before I turn 

Out the light 

Have I seen your frailty 

Oh weak divided bride 

Has it made me want to 

Not in you abide 

Will I nurse your wounds

Or point them out 

Will I whisper quietly 

Or just scream and shout 

Hide me in your shadows 

Oh weak and humble King 

Let your wounds heal me 

Let my Spirit sing 

Of love unfailing 

Never let me go 

Forgive me Holy Trinity 

When I put on such a show 

Filioque

It's too complicated

For little old me

Far too difficult

Yet I can't let it be

Filioque

And the Son

Can't we just 

Become one

But it's more than just

A word in a creed

It's the very person of God

And the sheep need to feed

On the truth 

Not on a lie 

For if they chew on the latter

They'll get sick and die 

Oh the Spirit proceeds

From the Father alone

Yet through the Son

That creed all can own 

So why does it take

A millennium 

To unite together 

Let east and west come 

Just drop the Filioque 

How hard can it be 

It's wasn't written in unity

Oh come Holy See

What price 

Will men pay

Why our oneness

Do we delay

I really don't know

What I'm talking about 

But in my rhyme

I'll let my foolishness out

There must be a way

To now become one

And stop trampling on 

The prayer of Gods Son

Just a little flame

Just a little flame held

To burn a child's hand

Would be considered child abuse

Oh men how can your doctrine stand 

For just a little flame

Can cause excruciating pain

Oh what many people believe

Sould be regarded as insane 

Do you not think this through 

Oh come and behold

That thousand of degrees of burning

Is a fiendish story that you've told

You can't truly know God

If that's what you believe

In literal physical torture  

Oh how that must make God grieve 

Flesh melting off

More flesh then provided 

Demons clawing at you 

You have not in God abided

If you believe this

Hell of mans own making

You have believed a lie 

And the truth you are forsaking 

Cramped hot holes
In the burning walls
Unending agony
Flaming cries and calls
Oh make the pain cease
But God remains deaf
And they say he then comes
With holy wrath upon his breath

More pain, more pain
God they say will send
In his furious anger
Men's torture will never end
And they say men choose this
Agonising place
To believe such a foolish lie
Proves you have never seen Gods face

Oh Latin legal rite
You've got God all wrong
With this wicked doctrine
Your hell does not belong
Come listen to the east
Hell is indeed real
And yes men choose it
For Christ they will never hail

Hell is Gods presence
Of flaming burning love
Such love you can't return
As you've blasphemed Gods Holy Dove
You will indeed weep
And be deeply hopelessly frustrated
In your own condemnation
For God you've forever hated

Flesh

The flesh is ever hungry 

It ever does need fed

It never stops wanting 

Pleasures that are dead 

The flesh profits nothing 

The Spirit is peace and life

The flesh always leads to 

Pain and unending strife 

Oh crucify me Lord 

That my flesh may daily die 

Oh curse these passions

That moment by moment try 

To make me their slave 

Come Christ and set me free

Oh meet me in the sacraments

Christ never let me be 

Oh flesh may I kill you 

By faith and works of love 

Oh flesh may you bow down

Before Gods Holy Dove 

Oh flesh how I hate 

All you help me do 

Oh flesh burn away 

In flames Holy and true 

Your smile

It's spontaneous, captivating 

Inviting you in

To the mystery of creation 

Though damaged by sin 

It's a small little movement 

That lifts on each side 

Of the lips that do open 

A little bit wide 

It matters not much 

If you see white or stained 

The wonder remains 

And many have gained 

By small little movements

That rise on each side 

Lifting up others 

Your smile never hide 

Fear not

When mum and dad 

Do pass away 

I will be to you 

Every day 

Your strength, your provider 

Your hope and peace 

I will in you 

My Love increase 

Fear not little one 

For I am here 

To my heart 

Do draw near 

Lay your worries 

Upon my breast 

And your fear 

Lay it down, do rest 

Am I not 

Both dad and mum

Oh to me 

Always come 

I am the hen 

Come under my wings 

I am your God 

Who over you sings 

Be still my child 

I am here 

Be still my child 

Quiet your fear 

Be still my child 

It's a season new

And I will never 

Forsake you 

Many want heaven

Many want heaven 

But God they don't want

Many want eternal pleasure

But aren't willing to pant

As the deer does 

For the water 

We want to be the clay 

Who commands the potter 

We want to overthrow

The King of the kingdom 

When want all it's riches

While we remain deaf and dumb

To the mysteries 

And the narrow gate

When want to enter heaven 

And keep all our hate 

We want we want 

And we want some more

We forget contentment 

Is inside the door

The door of death

We will never enter through 

God wants your heart

And not just what you do 

Oh come let us

Adore him now

Oh come let all

Before him bow

His love alone

Can compel

But your still free

To welcome hell 

Trust

God will keep you

Keep your faith 

God will guard

And keep you safe

God will rescue you

From many afflictions

God will save you

From your addictions 

The moment your flesh 

Is given birth

It begins to die

Like this fallen earth 

But your eternal

Immortal soul

Guard will keep

And make you whole

If you stay

And trust always

And don't look around 

At what decays

Store up treasures

In your heart 

And never from you

Will God depart 

Like the ancients of old

A pre Christmas fast

Like the ancients of old

Sacrificing pleasure

Let the gospel be told

Come and take up

Your cross and die

It'll make you suffer

It'll make you cry

But blessed are those

Who do mourn now

Who before the cross

Have learnt to bow

Who consider their life

And all things but dung

To kiss the wood

Where the saviour hung 

Splintering into 

Their fleshly pleasure

Crucifying

All worldly leisure 

The narrow way

Is surely straight

But your life now 

You must truly hate 

I surrendered

I surrendered all to God 

My career, my heritage 

My life, my rage 

I surrendered all to God

My opinions, my dreams 

My Hopes, my religious themes 

I surrendered all to God 

My nation, my flag 

My pride, my name tag

I surrendered all to God 

My lies, my truth 

My bible, my proof 

I surrendered all to God 

My sanity, my death 

My idols, my breath 

Father

Father, when I'm afraid

I think of only you

When I'm afraid I hold fast to 

What is ever true

And look upon your shining face

In your Holy Son 

Beaming out endless grace 

Oh to you alone I run 

What have I to fear

For fear has torment

And perfect love in your Son

Has to all been sent

As we behold your glory Lord 

In all Jesus did and say 

We are free from fear and death

For we've beheld Yahweh 

Perfect Holy Father God

This world can get so dark

But I know you've prepare a place for me

Upon your Holy ark

Bid me Lord to stay aboard

While the storm rages 

So I may ever sing for joy

Unto the ages of the ages 

This slaughtered Lamb

Lord have mercy

Upon me a sinner

What hope have I

To be ever a winner

In this race

Before me you've set

Who would ever

On me place a bet 

What's the odds

Ten million to one

That I will endure

Unto the end with Gods son

But who is this 

Who holds me so tight

Full of power

Full of might

Every fall 

Only helps me to know

God still loves me

And I've nowhere to go

But deeper Into 

His nail scarred palm

As he clothes me in mercy 

This slaughtered lamb 

Oh futile lips

Oh futile lips 

Be closed tight 

Who are you 

To judge this night

Oh God please

An angel send

To guard my mouth 

Oh my tongue do mend

God is in heaven

I'm on earth

Do not let me

Many words birth 

For with the tongue

I can curse or bless

Oh speed me to the sacrament

So I can confess

Take my tongue

It do sanctify

Let my words be life

Why should another die

By my sharp arrows

Quick to depart

And stab a sister 

In the heart 

Bless me Father 

For sinned have I 

It's been 1 hour

Since I did draw nigh

To my God 

To confess

More of Christ

And of me less 

I love The Lord

I love The Lord

He ever does delight 

His Catholic Holy Truth 

Lifts beyond the highest height 

Even when I'm lowly 

And suffering all day long 

He is my salvation 

He is my eternal song 

Oh exalt The Lord with me 

Praise his name always 

Let his Eucharistic feast 

Bless you all your days 

For we be not orphans 

We be not forsaken 

We are daily nurtured 

Though we be daily aching 

In body or in mind 

Are Spirits ever fed 

For they be risen 

They're risen from the dead 

We're seated with our Christ 

In heavenly places 

Ever satisfied 

With all his heavenly graces 

God loves

God loves me 

I dance with delight 

He holds me fast 

In the cold dark night 

He mocks the demons 

That try to take  

Me from his hold 

He makes them ache 

God loves you 

All who are reading this 

He longs for your communion

Oh do not miss

The glorious Hope 

He gives to all

Why remain deaf 

To Gods call 

God loves all

How this is true 

God loves me 

And God loves you 

See him suffer 

Upon a cross 

See him bear 

Your eternal loss

Oh God who did suffer

Oh God who did suffer

Such agonizing pain

Not only in your Body

But mind and spirit to gain

Hope for the lost

You paid the cost

For the joy set before you 

You endured the cross 

Oh God who did suffer 

Lift up the lowly 

Breathe life into us

Oh come Spirit Holy

For without you to guide 

What would be our end

Oh the everlasting punishment 

That torments but never mends 

Oh God who did suffer

For all the world whole

I join my tears to yours

To weep for every soul

That's going the wrong direction 

From you and not toward

Oh drag them in your net

Oh most merciful Holy Lord

Oh God your justice is merciful 

Your mercy is just and true 

Your love cannot fail

What you command it to do

And yet man is free

To love or walk away 

What more than your blood can plead

If men never want with you to stay 

It's okay

It's okay 

To be who you are

It's okay

If you don't get very far

As all the others 

Who walk 

So tall

And leave you aching

As you crawl

It's okay

To fall down

It's okay 

With your knees on the ground

Crawling home

Like a Broken wanderer

With painful thoughts

Oh foolish ponderer

It's okay 

Christ is for you

It's okay 

Love will greet you

It's okay

To even fall back

Still in Christ 

Nothing you lack

Overcoming 

Is not about winning 

It's not even about

Giving up all your sinning 

These things all come

In good time if

You remain in His Body

Then you He will lift 

As you feed

On Christ The Lord

As you eat

Though none applaud

Like a beggar

Out in the street 

Towards Gods house

Oh direct your feet 

Love unfailing

Sing of the Lords
Love unfailing
See upon the cross
They were nailing
Love divine
Lover of all
Love on the cross
To all does call

Every creed bow
Before this King
Every knee bow
Oh to Him sing
Let all the nations
Gather and weep
Oh hear ye deaf
Ye lame do leap

Come ye blind
Speak out ye dumb
Lift up your voice
Oh do now come
And sing with me
Of love unfailing
Even as all the nations
In birth pangs are wailing 

How many are lost

How many are lost 

In hell right now

Who before lies 

They've learnt to bow 

The little children 

Sat on his knee

While the Pharisees 

They did flee 

Oh hells flames 

Torment the mind 

Not knowing 

God is kind 

They've created God

In the image of satan 

Like some wild beast 

Who can't stop hating 

Yet The Lord knows 

The thoughts of man 

Futile foolish 

That should be banned 

Torture chambers 

Children abused 

They've got God 

All confused 

God is love 

Forever will be 

The flames of love 

Will torment thee

Who bought the lie 

They were sent 

Too late now 

To repent 

God is love 

But love you can't return 

For you're no longer a man 

But an angry worm 

Withering away 

Gnashing your teeth 

Before you is laid 

An eternal wreath 

Western Hell

My heart is aching

How it is broken 

A love lost so quickly

That was only just awoken

The beauty of 

The Catholic Bride 

Has suddenly 

In me died

These visions of hell

Cannot be true 

But who am I
And who are you
To speak against
The ancient voice
But my unbelief
Leaves me with no choice

I can't believe
In flesh melting off
As little children
Can barely breathe or cough
Or demons stabbing them
With red hot metal
As steam ascends
Like a boiling kettle

But that's nothing
There are thousands of degrees
Of heat to torture
Oh St Peters keys
How could you approve
Of these fiendish visions
Will you have me now
In full derision

How children will scream 

And scream in hell

No end to their 

Pathetic smell

As like falling snowflakes

The many fall 

Choosing to be 

Deaf to Gods call 

And yet there's hope 

Oh look East 

They have none of this

Wicked yeast 

Jesus Christ 

Is lifted high 

No foolish visions 

To make the gentle cry

I really thought

The west accepted 

The Easts view of hell 

But it's rejected 

And I cannot live 

A lie to tell

I'll never preach 

The westerns hell 

Merciful

Merciful 

Compassionate 

Righteous 

You are the gate 

Spotless 

Showing the Fathers face

Full of truth 

And full of grace

Jesus Christ 

Desire of ages 

Lamb of God

Satan rages 

At your 

Eternal plan 

To shed your blood 

For every man 

You are hope 

You are love 

You send riches 

From above 

You send healing 

You send joy

Come and do

All hell annoy 

Shepherd me Christ

Shepherd me Christ

Good shepherd and lamb

You're all things to me

Send your healing balm 

Into my soul

I thirst for your grace 

I long for your freedom 

To see your gentle face 

What is all 

My sin compared

To the depths of your mercy

For this is what I have heard

My sins though many 

Are drowned in your ocean

Of love and grace 

Oh towards you me motion 

Meet me in

Your sacrament 

Of confession

Oh I repent

Once again 

Of all these sins the same

For mercy to tell me

He bore all the blame

The earth is dying

This earth is dying

It won't discriminate 

It will unleash its death

At this hour so late

Upon the righteous and wicked

It will pull all down

And will leave but a few

Souls around 

All creation is groaning 

In the pains of childbirth 

The nations are shaking

All over the earth 

The darkness is assembling

Its last fatal attempt

To burn out the light

All hell has been sent 

These are the days

To lift up your heads 

Your redemption draws near

Wake up from the dead

Christ is coming 

To ever reign 

And put an end 

To all his children's pain 

Keep the faith 

Hold on tight

Though the enemy rages

At your little light 

Shine it out

In these dark cold days

And hope will remain

For the soul who still prays 

When you see a typhoon

When you see a typhoon

Do you start to wonder

Is God really good

With pain do you ponder

Who would leave a child

Sitting on the street

His mum and Dad dead

And he has nothing to eat 

Do you begin to fear

That God isn't there

Or perhaps in worry think

He maybe just doesn't care

Are you able to give 

A reason for your hope

Or do the distant questions

In your mind make you not cope

Where can you go

When the answers fail

Where will you flee

When children look so pale 

No daily bread

Family all dead 

A stone for a pillow 

Cold ground for a bed 

The demons are howling 

Creation is groaning
The earth is shaking

The seas are moaning 

The King is coming 

The end is near

Now's the time 

To banish fear 

All is not 

As it appears

The righteous are being taken

To save them from tears

Of the time 

Of trouble awakening 

Be still as God in love

Is all things shaking 

This is the time

To know your God

This is the time

To feed on The Lord

This is the time

For faith to arise

To feed the orphans 

And heed their cries 

What's God like?

What is God like

Look to His Son

What is God like

Look at what He done

Offered himself up

Upon a lonely tree

Bled and died for all

Yes for you and me 

Can mercy end 

Or forever does it endure

Will love change 

Can we know for sure

Jesus Christ the same 

Today and yesterday 

And forever and ever 

Oh magnify the Lord Yahweh 

What is fire like

Are you baptised in it

Holiness and love

Can seem like a dark pit

To the evil wicked 

Who hate grace and goodness 

Forever they will rage 

Curse and never bless

Oh rejoice you poor

Needy broken sinner

God upon the cross 

Has made you the winner

How the proud shall flee

The self righteous tormented

Oh rejoice you that mourn 

All you that have lamented 

Oh all hail the Holy Lamb

Born to save us all 

Oh answer speedily 

To his mercy call

For if you ignore

Love until the end

You will own a will 

That not even God can mend

Lover of my soul

Oh lover of my soul

To thee do I flee

When the enemies lies

Begin to torment me

I behold your beauty

In the face of your son

Perfect in mercy

To thee do I run 

For you pursue me

In the depth of my sin

You break bread with me

You long to come in 

And dwell with sinners

You never change 

Though men your gospel

Try to rearrange 

Oh perfect lover

Perfect King 

Perfect salvation 

All shall sing 

Those redeemed

And those damned 

Will bow the knee

To the Holy Lamb

Come Holy Spirit

God they're broken

God they're weak 

God they're your people

God each one seek

In they're destruction

And absolute devastation

Oh come Holy God

And heal this great nation 

I have no words to say 

When I watch the news

I just sit in emptiness

And I feel so confused

Until I ponder 

Upon the cross

I begin to see

All is not loss

Oh Suffering King

Stoop down low 

And to the Philippines 

Holy Spirit do go

Rescue many 

Who are hungry and sick

Oh send us out

Send us quick 

Many did you reap

Into your heavenly nation

Men see death 

Where you see salvation

All is not 

Quite as it appears

Come King of love

And destroy all our fears

War

Let's admit it

The world is at war

There's a spiritual battle

Deep to its core

Demons are ascending

From the pit of hell 

With their vile lies

The world they do tell 

Oh how much they hate 

The Holy Bride 

They form denominations

Who cannot abide

In the truth 

So they join the ranks of hell

And march in disunity 

Their hate to sell 

Let Angels descend

In Holy purity 

And join with the Church 

In Holy Unity

Let our prayers ascend 

In one accord 

Let's touch the mercy

Of our Holy Lord

Anti-Catholics

They hate the bride
Oh deadly hearts
They practice satanic
Magic arts
Hopeless protesters
Tongues untamed
The Holy Church
They have defamed

When judgement begins
At the house of God
Oh how they cheer
How they applaud
Thinking that God
Must hate them so
When men just reap
All that they sow

God is love
Oh fool don't hate
His judgements are sure
Though they do wait
Though the afflictions
Of the righteous be many
They will all go free
When they have paid the last penny

But what of you
Oh healthy one
No pangs in death
How your wealth will run
Away from you
On judgement day
To hell go the wicked
To forever pay

Prayer

To pray 

Is to truly believe 

Keep pestering God

And never Him leave

Alone at all

Till an answer prevails

Prayer touches His heart 

And never fails

Pray pray

It's time to pray

Don't give up

Don't delay 

Please pray

Every day 

Oh come and hear

What I say 

I've been neglecting

Prayer a lot 

No wonder my soul

Did begin to rot

But the pain of absent

Prayers did guide

Me back again 

To the saviours side 

Oh pray pray 

Always draw near

How prayer can banish 

Every fear 

When times get dark 

And worry drops by 

Pray to the one 

Who will hear every cry 

The Remnant

They hate the Catholic Bride

These self proclaimed remnant

The nasty things they say of her

Shows they have not been sent

To proclaim Christ's goodnews 

They're lost in their day

To despise the Holy Body

Will be a price too high to pay 

They love and believe

The lies of hells gates

That ever attacks Gods Bride

Oh how the wicked hate

And slander what is pure 

Oh what can be done

For those who love these lies

Let's pray to Gods dear Son

Christ have mercy 

On the Adventist people

Christ draw them home

Safe under your steeple

Forgive them Holy Father 

They know not what they do

Oh Christ send them grace

And give them what is true 

Shut

Nothing in this world 

Is secure

Little in this age

Is perfect and pure

Oh keep your eyes fixed 

On things above  

For all that will remain

Is faith, hope and love 

Nothing else 

Shall remain

All men's riches

Are so vain 

They could be gone 

In the blink of an eye

And this very night

You could die 

What will matter 

As you stand before

The King of all

Hopes only door

That you never 

Did walk through 

And it is shut

Shut to you 

Jesus alone

Jesus you alone 

Are my only hope 

As I look in your face

I am able to cope

When I feel the weight 

Of all my sin 

Yet still you comfort

And draw me in 

Into your mercy  

Into your grace

When I want to give up

I behold your face 

So gentle 

So kind

Even when 

I'm stupid and blind 

Oh Jesus my Lord 

I love you so much 

I crawl to your house

Your Body to touch 

First to confession

To hear you say 

I absolve you my child 

Be so blessed today

Love

Love died 

Upon a cross

Love suffered

Absolute loss

Love was left

All alone

Love gave up

His Royal throne 

Love suffered

Beyond compare

Love was left

Naked and bare

Love seeked

Until He found

Love was spilled out

Upon the ground

Love befriends

Hopeless sinners

Love makes loosers

Eternal winners 

Love demonstrated 

What love is like 

Love endured 

Each painful strike 

Love even 

Loves sinful me

Love stoops

And sets me free

Love waits 

And always forgives

Love died

So I could live

Lonely eye

Take me God

And flood me with light

Then break me apart

And send me out into the night

Where men sit 

In lonely silence

Tortured by this worlds

Mental violence 

Oh God let me

Show the way

The only path

That's bright as day 

Holy Catholic 

Truth that preaches 

The one true Christ

She ever reaches

Take me God 

Here am I

Bid me my King 

To come and die 

For I cannot bear 

To hear another cry 

Falling from a hurt souls

Lonely eye 

Unity's call

Oh world 

That in darkness sits

That feels the flames

Of hells pits

While the children of light

Bicker and fight

We allow the demons

To enter this night 

And the world aches

For love to see

So their chains can fall

And they go free

But the children of light 

Separate

There's little love 

And too much hate

Unite oh living 

Body of Christ 

So the nations may know

How high they're priced

Let all protesting 

Now be gone 

And may East meet West

And kiss her dawn 

Oh come be One

For unity frees

There's one way alone 

Only one given the keys 

Come under the head

Whom Christ appointed 

To feed His Lambs 

Thus He was annointed

It's pride alone 

That keeps us apart

Each preferring our own way

Breaking Gods heart 

Oh why must we perish 

As knowledge we lack 

It's time every child 

To the One Church came back 

Sometimes

Sometimes all 

That I can see

Is suffering, pain

No one free

Hate, sadness

Loneliness, despair

Shame, poverty 

Few that do care 

And the world gets darker

And fears abound

And few can pick themselves

Up from the ground

Fallen so low 

Into empty pain 

Mental torture

As the world goes insane

Come into 

My soul this night

Let me be 

Your shining light

Bringing hope 

To all who hurt

Who think their worth 

About as much as dirt 

Oh Catholic faith 

Your the worlds last hope

For too long many Christians

Have despised your pope

Preferring their own 

Wisdom above all

While the world weeps

Deaf to divisions call

Oh when will all 

Christians arise

And be one

Not each other despise

Give up now 

All our pride

Open heavens gates

Let unity fling them wide

Your wounds do show

We cling to idols

Of money and food

For we have not 

Fully understood

How God will never 

Us forsake

It's time all Christians 

Did awake 

Seek first His kingdom

And all other things

Will be ours

For God brings

Daily all 

That we need

Do you think for nothing 

God did bleed 

Stay upon faith 

Rest right there

Don't for a moment 

Have One care 

That in the future

You will lack provision

Upon such a thought

Oh pour derision 

And when famines

And floods arise

Be still and never 

God despise

For this world 

Is not your home

He's preparing you for  

His eternal Rome 

High Masses 

Every hour 

Oh souls delight

To empower 

The pilgrims down

On earth below 

Become a Saint 

Your wounds do show 

Oh rest my soul

Oh rest my soul 

Alone in God

He is your peace 

The living Lord

When all about

Is dark and decay

Oh rejoice in God

Every day 

He is perfect

No wrong can do

When all falls apart

He rescues you

Though he waits

To deliver

Forsake shall He

Oh no never 

Be at peace

All shall pass

This world is fading

Now fading fast

Yet those who trust

In God always 

Shall remain

Eternal days 

God dies

You've numbered my hairs

Burst forth in joyful song 

The Father does love you 

In his kingdom you belong 

Ask Abba 

For whatever you need

And upon his Word

Oh child daily feed

Not a sparrow 

Falls to the ground 

Unless it's Gods will

Oh his love does abound 

Peace be still 

To you in your trials

In the midst of them

May you find many smiles 

Do you really know 

How deeply loved you are 

How God is ever with you

Though he seems often far

Will you let 

Faith arise 

And look to the cross daily

As your God dies 

Songs in the desert

Songs in the desert 

Joy in the pain

Peace in the madness

As in us God reigns 

Love in distress

Hope in dismay 

Embracing our cross

Never ceasing to pray 

For the lost

The sinner in despair

Our wounds can heal

As we daily care 

Offering up 

All our trials and sorrows

For a lost souls

New tomorrow

Oh come lift up

Your heads weary

Salvation draws nigh 

Let us beseech Blessed Mary

Plead your sufferings 

As Holy prayers 

Not forgetting the Father

Has numbered all of your hairs 

Oh my God

Oh my God

Men should be afraid 

Of the narrow path 

You have made 

You make it hard

You make it straight

To enter through 

Heavens gate 

I'm a hopeless sinner

Who likes to fall

And yet the saviour

Does always call

To keep me on

The narrow way for sure

He can make the worst

So rich and pure 

Just believe 

The demons say

And all is well

Along the way

But that's a lie 

You've to come and die

The road to heaven 

Will make you cry 

If it's hard for the righteous 

To be saved 

What of the ungodly

Who have misbehaved

Walking along 

The road so broad

Worshipping themselves

As if they are God 

Dark cold night

If God is here

Why do we worry

If God is in control 

Why do we hurry 

Does the darkness

Terrify 

Does suffering 

Make us wonder why 

Have we given up

On hope

Have we given up

We just can't cope

With these days

That grow so dark

The daily news 

Appears so stark 

Oh flee away

To your Rock

Hide in Him 

Oh weary flock

Until the storms

Of life do pass

Ache to run

To Daily Mass

It seems so hard

I just can't move

Paralysed with fear 

None can soothe

Oh come and hold me

Oh so tight 

To bear me through 

This dark cold night 

It's just one day

It's just one day

We've been given

That is all

So let's be living

You can make it

In Gods strength 

In his love

It's breath it's length 

Wake up 

Oh precious one

Turn straight to God

His only Son

Cast the day 

Upon your God

And peace be still

Before your Lord

Then do something 

In your day

No matter what it is

Always stop and pray

Walk with God 

During each passing hour

And trust in Him

And his mighty power 

Before you go 

To Bed at night 

Talk to Him 

Before you turn off the light

You made it through 

The little day

Fear not tomorrow 

God will again make a way

Tormenting love

The most wicked men

God does love

For the ungodly the vile

He came from above 

For the Stalins the Hitlers

The Savilles the Whores

Unending grace saves

Unending love pours 

For all the evil 

In the world there be

God paid for it all

On Calvary

And the unhappiest soul

You shall ever see

Is the one who hates 

That the wicked go free

That is hell 

That's torment 

That's anger 

That's lament 

The soul who hates

That God is love

Will dwell in hell

Not high above 

Oh tormenting love

Tormenting King 

Your unending flames

Crackle and sing 

As songs of mercy

Never end at all 

While the self righteous rage

And fall and fall 

Hell is trembling

Hell is trembling 

In terror and fear 

For Gods mercy

All men will hear

In these last days

Where evil does reign

Gods mercy is falling 

Like unending rain 

Pray pray pray

Oh you that do believe 

Pray for every man 

Never God do leave

Beg him for his mercy

That on all it will fall

Let hope rise in victory 

As we to all men call

Darkness tremble 

The light is burning  

Let all the nations

To God now be turning 

Lift up your voice 

Oh perfect bride

And declare for all

How God has died 

Demons panic 

Confusion calls

Satans plan

Forever falls

The saints in prayer 

The final war

Hell weeps

More and more 

Oh God who changes not

Oh God who changes not

Perfect in love and mercy

Your hope saves the hopeless

And ever sets them free

Your compassion angers the wicked

Your all merciful presence does them torment 

Many who shout your name now

Will on judgement day lament 

Not knowing your infinite goodness

That draws men to repent

Your perfect love casts out fear

For fear it does torment 

Those who know your name 

Who know you as Father

Will run to you in hope

As all your sheep you gather 

Oh God who's righteousness reigns

You are too good to do anything wrong

To wise to make a mistake 

Unto eternal ages we shall sing your song

How mercy has indeed triumphed 

Over judgement on the cross

Those who prefer you punish 

Will weep in their eternal loss 

Oh men do lock the doors

Lost in their own hellish thoughts 

As eternal love torments them

They loved lies and them they bought

Who can save such people 

As they reject the God they would not know

They held unto lies and hate

Into their own hell they all must go

Weeping and gnashing their teeth

Like the angry Pharisees who once raged 

At Gods merciful Son 

How in their evil they will age and age

Becoming worms not men 

Lost to the purpose they were created

To shine forth everlasting love 

But all they knew and did was hated 

Motionless

The world moves by

As I sit motionless

People go to and fro

In their work to bless

Many find purpose 

Some find joy

I stay here 

None can me employ 

God be my comfort

God be my friend 

God be with me 

My thoughts do mend

That I am worthless

Nothing to give 

Why should I wake up 

Why should I live 

A simple poem 

To give away

Will it touch 

Some one today 

Some one as low

As weeping I 

That life has seemed to 

Pass us by

But God we are more

Than what we do

We are worth your blood

How this is true 

Though the world 

Makes us feel so small

Come raise us up 

Help us stand so tall

Upon a Cross

The questions been answered

Upon a cross

God loves you 

None need suffer loss

Just draw near 

As He bids you dear one

To embrace the full mercy

Of Gods only Son

Do you see 

Your sin and your shame

Ponder this deeply 

Let it be your only aim

To know why 

God had to die

To pursue you to death 

And be where you lie 

Though you make 

Your bed in Hell

God is there 

His love to tell

Will you at least

Give some time today

To eternal matters 

For Gods sent me your way 

Love

Love don't leave me

Quench my thirst

Love be near me 

For I'm the worst 

Love destroy 

All that I am

Love in me conquer 

Don't me dam 

Love quieten 

My emptiness

Love still

My anxiousness

Love be there 

In my loneliness

Love lie down 

And with me rest 

Love dance 

Away my strife 

Love breathe 

Me back to life

Love sit 

And stay with me

Love always 

Set me free 

Heaven

I've thought on hell 

Now let heaven be

Filling my thoughts

Bringing mental liberty

No pain no sadness

No cold or death

No tears no horror

No rape none deaf

No crutches no spectacles

No measles no mumps

No litter no rubbish 

No smells no dumps

No wheelchairs no paedophiles 

No hate no orphans

No funerals no weeping 

No bones no coffins 

Just joy just peace 

Just love and grace

Just beauty and honour

And face to face 

Tenderness holiness 

Purpose and delight 

Just unending happiness

And eternal light 

No porn no abortions 

No crime no pride

No hospitals no war

No wounds to hide

No murder no stealing 

No bullying no division

No depression no anxiety 

No pouring derision 

Oh heaven call 

Call out to me 

Let me ever ponder 

And think about thee

For most of all

What makes you best 

Will be eternal Mass

And my King still to digest 

Burning hope

Burning hope

Baptise me with fire

Let your truth 

Lift me higher 

Truth that ever 

Frees and awakes

Flaming inside

Fire that never aches 

You remain 

All else is gone

My health my wealth

Not even the dawn 

Greets me as 

Depression steals

Yet Christ's joy remains

He daily heals 

If God should flee

Life would be vain

Even though I carry

Deadly unfeeling pain

God remains

My hope and song 

Without God 

I don't belong 

Stay with me God

Do not pass by

Have mercy Son of David

Hear me cry 

Save the nations 

Save them all

Who can endure

An unending fall

Will mercy stop

Will mercy stop 

Will love end 

For the person 

Who will not bend

His will

To the Fathers ways

Will hope fade

In endless days

Or is it love

That blazes 

Is it mercy

That gazes 

Into wicked 

Hateful eyes

As the eternal God 

They despise

How they must writhe 

In deep agony

As God reigns

And they're not free

Forever hating 

The truth so pure

There's no way to escape

This one so pure 

All is joy

All is peace 

But the wicked are dead

And their hate does increase 

Weeping and gnashing 

In angry pain 

The wicked remain 

Eternally insane 

What is hell like?

Will flesh melt away

In piercing flames

Will hot claws rip through 

With perfect aims

Will you be trapped 

Unable to breathe 

So black and dark 

What do you believe 

Does this make hitler

Look like a saint

His torment endured

Only until men did faint

But to keep the flames

Ever burning hot

To torment and torture 

The evils wicked lot 

Or is hell eternal love

That feels so tormenting 

To be in Gods presence

With no way of repenting

Or returning the love 

To the one who died

Yet with His mercy

You must forever abide 

Oh come Gods people 

Let us proclaim 

The everlasting God

Who remains the same

Unchanging unending

Love that fills all

The redeemed the dammned

Hear me call

The wicked raised

To endure 

Eternal wrath 

This is for sure

But they themselves

Lock the door

To escape the light

That is ever pure 

Still fire breaks through 

God fills all in all

There's no where to hide

No escaping wall

God reigns 

From age to age 

While the wicked weep

And rage and rage 

Oh God of hope

Oh God of hope

My comfort be

My rest my salvation 

How I love thee

When I ponder

Upon all your ways

You fill me with joy

All my days 

Your eternal victory 

Over the grave

Your salvation goes forth

In hope All to save 

For your triumph  

Knows no bounds

You are infinite love

Who forever hounds 

You alone

Hold hells keys

Darkness before you

Ever flees 

Your enemies fall down

Before your weakness

You uphold nations

In your meekness 

My rock my King

Exalt your fame

Every knee will bow

Before your name

Every tongue confess

You are Lord 

Bear forth your victorious 

Mighty healing sword 

God my friend

God you're my friend

I call you my Dad

I know you so well

I know you're not bad

I know you love all

That your mercy endures

Forever and ever 

It doesn't terrorize but cures 

But what of the wicked 

The demons and men

Those who reject you

To the very end 

What is your justice 

What is your wrath

Will you be blind to their torment

To those who took the wrong path

Is the fire and flames

The very God who does dwell

In every place and time

Even in the deepest pit of hell

Is the wickeds anger 

And their tormenting pain 

Seeing your victory 

And your eternal reign 

I need truth

I need the truth

More than I need food

I need mercy 

I have understood

I can't live 

Without Christ's teaching

I need all He said

To My God I am reaching 

I have found his fullness

In His Church so true

She's his creation 

For me and for you

Where else 

Can you be forgiven

And find all of Christ 

And Holy Living

Her Baptism 

Washes away sin

Her Rich grace

Calls all to come in

And eat the Lamb

Who for sinners slain

To be divinised 

With God to reign 

In God

In God I am secure 

In God I have peace 

In God I embrace hope

In God it does increase 

In God I lack nothing

In God I have all

In God I kiss joy

In God I shall not fall

In God I bathe in mercy

In God I'm ever healed

In God I swim in Grace

In God I'm fully sealed 

In God I am alive 

In God fear dies

In God love reigns 

In God hell cries